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[Apr. 16th, 2005|12:36 am] |
So im bored and have not updated in awhile so im going to give myself something entertaining to do. Im going to write down all the bands i know from the top of my head. Lets see how many i can end up putting down. son From first to last The Killers Simple Plan Head Automatica Taking Back Sunday Linkin Park Good Charlotte Metallica 311 Eve 6 GlassEater Hot hot Heat Thursday Yellowcard The Used My Chemical Romance Something Coorperate Savage Garden Fefe Dobson Anti Flag Bad Religion The All American Rejects Coheed And Cambria Story of the year A.F.I Red Hot chili peppers eiffel 65 Goldfinger The Casualties No doubt Weezer American Hi-Fi Avril Lavigne Hellogoodbye Seether Aerosmith Poison the well Creed Incubus Everclear Chevelle 3 doors down Green Day lifehouse Sugarcult Goo goo dolls Korn
Soo ok that was fun. Im tired and cant think of anymore. Those were just some of the top of my head.
Things have been good. Ive been chilling with lots of Gables people. You all kick ass! And my weekends have mostly been spent on going out and Partayinggg. Haha.
Mare, were chilling soon mija. I promise you that buddy!! LoL!
-Tz |
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
1. Loving Yourself 2. Friendship 3. Relationships 4. Family 5. Tough Stuff 6. Love and Kindness 7. Llearning Lessons 8. Follow your Dreams 9. Making a Difference 10. Growing Up Afterword.. More Chicken Soup?..
Friendship.. Friendship..
This journal was such an incredible challenge and joy to write. We stepped into the hearts and minds of teenagers in order to give you a book that would after insight and guidance during these challenging years. It was because of the help, support and love from the following people that this was possible.
1. Loving Yourself
Ive finally stopped running away from myself. Who else is there better to be? -Goldie Hawn
"The hardest battle youre ever going to fight is the battle to just be you."
You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and truly being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy. -Jane Roberts.
Make a list of all the things you like about youself.
I am.. I am a lemon with a twist, I am a dewdrop full of mist, I am a child filled with blist, I am but a gentle kiss, I am invisible but i show, I am a burned-out lamp that still does glow, I am bold, though you may not know, I am a horn that does not blow, I am used, but still brand-new, I am a mystery without a clue, I am false, but forever true, I am me and also you.. I am a flower opening my buds, I do not fight with fists, but with hugs, I am a push without the shove, Creeping, oh so softly, i am love, I am deaf, but i can hear, I am afraid, but i have no fear, I am forever constant throughout the year, I am smart and my actions make it clear, I am with the doll who was thrown in a corner, I am the funeral standing next to the mourner, I am with the sad, small boy who people call a slow learner, I stand beside the person rejected because he is a foreigner, I hear the cry of a small boy saying his prayers, I see the hearts of a million set up in flares, I taste the bitter words and the nasty stares, I can touch the small girl and feel her many tears, I am with the stressed-out man living in strife, I am in touch with the husband who lost his beloved wife, I am stopping the man who is holding a knife, Creeping, oh so softly, I am Life. -Khendie White |
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|09:34 am] |
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| | Papa Roach: Getting away with Murder. | ] | Alot of things have been going on lately.
Me and Josh are no longer together. He felt like he needed some space and needed to think shit over. Whatever. All guys are the same and i knew from the start this shit would happen. I so knew it. So i came into this relationship with the feeling that one day he would just tell me some lame ass excuse and start dating someone else. There goes one year of my life.. all the i love yous, all the presents, and the spending time together, all the talks we had, in the end it meant nothing. Sucks huh? How you give so much time to a person and then they way they repay you in return.. is like.. AH! I hate myself for ever giving that guy a shot. And all you could do is think about it.. you try forgetting but its something thats going to be constantly on your mind. And you know what sucks? Having to wake up each and every morning thinking about that person. It happens because its the person you were with for a long time and the person that made you most happy, so your use to waking up every morning and thinking about them and how you were going to see that that day.. :(
Why is it that guys now a days dont tend to stand up for shit? Always having to think over shit, and needing space. The only reason why any of those things would ever come up is because obviously the guy likes someone else. PERIOD. There isint any other reason. On top of that why would any guy want to be a loner and not have a girlfriend to share everything with and be able to see. Its not possible.
Dosent it matter to some people how you care about them and how much you tell them you love them? :-/. Love is like... something that you feel at the heart.. you dont really choose who to fall in love with.. your heart does. You dont pick people and say.. now thats the one im going to love.. No. Some people cant help it. I cant help it. Its something that you feel for that person at the heart. Some people take it as a game.
Its not.
A know a crap load of people who are been this shit.
It hurts :-/.
Well im done yapping about this.
The past is the past and it wont change.
-Tz |
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[Aug. 29th, 2004|01:46 am] |
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Me and Marelys are secret lesbian lovers together.
Oh hells fuck yes!
<333,
Cheese. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2004|03:47 pm] |
Wow i havnt made an update in a long ass time! Holy Jebus, i have to update this shit more.
Schools here and theres so much shit to do. Homework, projects, spending time with the family, not losing touch with some friends.. Pretty hectic.
I love Gables. Its such a great school but im thinking of applying to Doral academy :-/ im so not sure. But at the same time i dont want to leave all my gorgeous friends who have been there for me during the toughest times.. Mare, B, Christopher, Chris. You guys are great.
Hopefully, if all goes well.. Ill get myself a car.. Well my dad would like get it for me because im broke :-D. Yea as usual i am completely broke.. anyone want to lend me some dinero? Id really appriciate it dudes. haha. ok.
Why is everyone always stressing about bf/gf problems? My entire school is.. If you like someone just ask them out dammit, get it over with.. be a man or whatever a women and ask the dude or girl out. I cant stand waiting for a simple yes or no from someone. Im not talking about me either. I love my hunny josh ;). But yea.. Stop being so darn shy people!
Im out.. i have tons and loads of crap to do due tomorrow.
Always, Tz. |
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[Aug. 12th, 2004|07:58 pm] |
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| | LateNightCasualties.. | ] | Schools starting and im not the least bit excited. It really sucks summer vacation seemed to go by quickly this year. But whatever.. im kinda glad to be going back.. see people i havnt seen in FOREVER that i really really miss.
Im sorry i still havnt posted pics of me.. my camera only works when it wants to and when im able to take them is when it dosent wish to work. But oh well. I have like 4 more days so ill ask Mare for her cam to take some.
This week.. really nothing to do. I finished all the shit i had to finish for when school starts ::yay:: and i dont feel all that frustrated now. On Friday, probably going with Mare and Chris to Sunset.. i have to see if i could get a ride. If not then im off to Courtneys place, since its been like 2 months since i last saw her. And Saturday my mom's taking me to get some cloth for School.
ttyl.
-Tina |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
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| | good | ] | Wow.. Its been a long time since ive updated. First its been really crazy around where i live.. And for like half a a month i didnt have internet, which sucks. Then shit with school. But whatever ill update as much as i can.
Ohhh btw. (XLPROXMYWURLDX) is the coolest girl ever and its awesome your gonna be coming to Gables this year babe! You are seriously the greatest friend ever.
haha ok. Well ohhh pictures.. i gotta get pictures.
This week i dont know what the hell im going to be doing. Maybe head down to the grove and chill with some people. Or go downtown and visit some people i know.. not sure yet.
Update later. |
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[May. 25th, 2004|06:20 pm] |
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| | Dashboard Confessionals: Hands Down. | ] | Ok so this is my first entry. I decided to leave my old journal since it was getting extremly boring. Ok so my names Tina. Ill try posting a pic of me in here today. But i would like to make friends, to like show it to and stuff. I think i only have like two.. lol.. yea. Just two and i dont know if anyone reads this and would like to become a friend let me know.
Todays been ok? Yea, kinda. I got to school late, maybe like 30 minutes late.. urg! And had to go to the office for some honors thing and that took about an hour, since they decided to give a speech and stuff and that put me kinda behind in classwork for Science.. gggrr. Ok.. and then Lunch.. it was cool. I hung out with Brian and Enid. The rest of my day was just fine.
So yea ill post my pic later. |
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